Finding Jessica

The lair of the lotus eaters...fascinating story. Sometimes being in a euphoria-induced trance sounds wonderful...no worries forever. Just fun and food. . . . .

MAN! SO much has so much to do with time, right???

Such as right now, I will take the time to nap, maybe go ahead and get my hair done so that there is a good lag between the coloring process and doing it for mommy's wedding...

Then there is the TIME that needs to be put aside for mommy and the wedding itself...time to make her feel like the beautiful woman that she is and be sure that she knows that this special day is ALL ABOUT HER...

There is the time that needs to be spent working, can I get an amen???

There is the time needed to be spent with loved ones and four-legged things, bless their little catty and doggie souls...

There is the time needed for oneself...the time needed to consider how to tell someone something important...

Time needed to become yourself again! Eat right, work out, get that ideal (or old) body condition back, feel like yourself again, get the hairs and the nails and the feet and the legs and the face done...

WHERE DOES THE TIME GO?!?!

where do we go? where do we go when we need time? isn't time money?? don't we need time? but to have time we're wasting money? or making it? or to get time we need to make money which takes time, right????

;osahdfoirgnfsknlgwrkg?!?!?

Hahahaha, excuse my foreign talk, lmfmao, (that was an asian joke bud!)

Ahhhhh....nap time. Maybe I'll better to knowing what to doing with the rest of the times after my brains get the naps.

whaaa...?

There is just so gosh darn much of it. And I always want more. Well, let's get things moving and shaking! Oh, and get my freakin' life together too! Haha, the Cinderella with Brandi and Whitney Houston in it is perfect to go to sleep to, which I'm about to do so that I can get up early, avoid eviction with the help of my mother (thank you very much...oh, and its called paying rent, lol) and get some homework done in the form of lots of writing. Maybe walk the dog (far) if the sun is obliging (gone/not hot/not working)...oh, and finally finish unpacking what I can, seeing as how I need bookshelves to really put away the rest of the boxes...so many books...so many more that I don't have yet...OKAY, I'm going to sleep now.

I can't wait until this is a travel diary again. I guess that will have to wait until I find a new job. :-/

Why doesn't blogger have a smiley add-in deal? So useful...

Oh, and cute picture of 3/4 monkeys at Tasha's baby shower weekend in Maryland

So much is going on right now, and yet, right now, my heart is managing to be light, so I will refuse to weigh it down anymore tonight.

*Someone should find a cure for apthous ulcers*

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous.
Ingrid Bergman

It's been so long people...I know, what a disappointment, right? Well, every time I think about writing, there's just too much...too much to write, to do, to think about, to think about doing...I feel trapped inside my head most days, with no outlet. No place big enough, not enough time...my head is a vast and confusing place (the inside, you jokers...) and it has shaped me and my connections.

Anyways...enough thinking talk!

So my doggy Marco (short for Don Juan DeMarco) had his juevones chopped off on April 20, and he has recovered nicely from it. He really digs doggy aspirin which I gave him because the SPCA Saving Lives Clinic (which I highly suggest if you're poor or just low on animal-specific funds and need to prevent your cat or dog from reproducing) only gives 3 days of medication, which I had to shove down the poor little crazy dog's throat daily, and no one is in pain from surgery for only three days! Geeze...

Ah, spring semester is over, and was so fun and event filled that I will be taking a couple classes this summer and a few more in the spring that aren't offered in the summer.

And what was the biggest and funnest event?!?! Well, I believe it was when my beautiful new Mazda Tribute was totaled on my way to take an exam...evil Cadillac drivers and their sucky U-turns!!!!! Oh well, at least they'll have to pay for my doctor...and physical therapist...and chiropractor...

Well, that more or less updates me very vaguely, oh and MOMMY is getting MARRIED in August, yay! Go mom, and congrats mom and Donald (its the guy that fell for mom).

Oh, and my Grandma is the bestest ever ever and I love her to pieces despite the PITIFUL show of affection on Mother's Day from her ELEVEN children!!! Shame on you guys!

Paz.

(My life is CRAZY!!!)

Soooo...wow, so long since my last post! What has happened?

Well...I've moved (yay!) and I have a great new apartment that my animals are trying their DARNEST to destroy, lol. I love them anyways. Still have Magic and Marco, Marco is much calmer and more trained than ever...and his *nut* chopping appointment is coming up towards the end of APRIL!!!

I am now volunteering with Marley's Cat Tails, which I enjoy, and I'm also a foster mom for two brother kittens, Bang and Tango, until they are adopted, placed in a PetSmart location or just rotated to another home.

Two weeks ago yesterday (time flies!) I was in a car accident that totaled my car while on the way to an exam...thanks a million. WELL...don't get progressive insurance because they valued my fully loaded leather seat SUV that I've had less than a year for less than what I owed on it, so I'm up doodie creek without a stinkin paddle. Oh yeah, I have an extremely excellent lawyer though which I am filing personal injury and such against the driver who has helped make this the worst semester of my LIFE.

Oh, and its time I get the ball rolling with this making money thing...being poor sucks. Buttmonkeys.

----------

Life is just freakin' crazy right now...who knew I could get so low? Prayers are needed and asked for...hopefully I will soon have the opportunity to improve it, and pay all of my bills on my own...gosh this sucks. I've never had my life so far away from going according to plan.

I have to finish this later, I'm tired of writing. Until next time.

So, just to spread the word, I got my sweetie pie Magic (the gorgeous kitty pictured in the previous post) from Marley's Cat Tails, a non-profit organization geared towards saving and finding a forever home for kitties (and doggies!) in need!

They have Meet and Greet events every weekend at the Petsmart and Petco in Brier Creek shopping center in Raleigh/Durham. Check out their website!!!

www.marleyscattails.com

Soooo...internet situation has been ridiculous, so many updates are necessary!

First off, the moving date is Feb 17th, and mommy is coming to help, of course, with her new FIANCEÉ!!! (whooo, go mommma!)

Next off, my animal situation is crazy: Kisser, Pooper, Nieve, and Annamae (all fish) as well as my baby Magic Hat (aka Magic) the cat and the newest addition Don Juan DeMarco (aka Marco) a cute little wire-haired terrier that followed my roommate's boxer home and doesn't want to leave now! Just need to get his *nuts* chopped off then we'll have restored harmony!

Oh, and I've been doing horribly in my classes thus far, I can't wait to move to alleviate some of the stress and become the student I can be!

Well, that was a short update, but there are pictures! Oh, and ITS STILL SNOWING!!!! yay!